'Course I know. ...I still wish I could've said 'goodbye' to Xigbar--I know what happens to him and I hate it. He made me feel like I was Somebody instead of just a Nobody, y'know? He really meant a lot to me 'n to think I didn't even say goodnight the day before he disappeared--And then Isa disappeared and he comes back about a week or two later and he doesn't even remember me?

_{[He laughs almost bitterly and he tears his gaze from the ceiling to stare over at the fish tank in the corner of his room. What he wouldn't give to really feel numb right about now.]}

Trust me, I know.